What are you really bad at?

I think I’m really bad at swimming? yoga? or any workout that has to do with my core. Lately, i’ve noticed how weak my core is. Julian tells me that if I keep working on it - it will get stronger but as of right now, I can’t even imagine that because I have such a hard time with it =/ I’m also really bad at running. Hahaha I’m awful at it… I would literally cry if someone told me to run around a track. I would much rather put my body through pain with strength training than to run. Hopefully, one day, if I work on it - I’ll be good at it too =) 

If you could be a fictional character from a movie or a novel, who would you want to be? Why?

If I could be a fictional character, I would want to be, Jane from 27 Dresses. I wasn’t sure as of who to pick because I love several movies and books. I think I picked Jane because I love weddings. I haven’t been to many but anything about it usually draws my attention. I would love to become a bridesmaid for all my friends one day. I wouldn’t mind wearing an “ugly” dress as long as it makes the bride happy. I would love to help the bride as much as I could to make her wedding day the best that it could be. Pretty much, I want to do what Jane did. It’s one of the things on my bucket list - to become a bridesmaid or maid of honor, someday. :) 

PS I’ve been a flower girl - CHECK

Why do you think your most favorite film touches you so deeply?

Well, I dont really know what my favorite move is. I tend to find myself watching those romance movies or horror movies (complete opposites, huh). A movie would really affect me if I can relate to it or if the story just pulls me in. In general, I LOVE MOVIES <3 :) 

What time of the day do you feel the most energetic? And what do you usually do in those moments?

I usually feel most energetic in the evening. And during those moments, I’m usually trying to cram to get all my homework and studying done :) [predictable]

If you knew you had only one week to live, how and with whom would you spend it?

I would really want to spend it with my mom. I would want to bring her to the Philippines so that she could be with her family and leave her as happy as possible.

What are you grateful for?

I’m grateful for my family and friends. I’m grateful for being able to have place to sleep. I’m grateful for being able to go to college and have no worries about how to pay for it. I’m grateful for having parents who can provide me with all my needs and who guide me through my life. I’m grateful for everything I have and have lost as well.

What joy could wake you in the middle of the night?

Anything that regards any sort of joyful surprise would wake me up in the middle of the night with joy :) Anything but my mom telling me to get up would be joy!

What fear could wake you in the middle of the night?

One of my biggest fears is death. Whenever I have a dream where someone dies in it (sad) I always wake up right after and sit there staring at blank space thinking about it. 

What is your life really about? What is your purpose in life?

I’m not sure what my life really is about. I don’t know what my purpose would be until I actually do it. All I know is that I live life to strive to survive, to become successful and most importantly become happy :) My life contains various stresses but at the same time, my life contains a lot of fun.  

What really sucks in your life? Who has the power to change it? 

I think the only thing that sucks in my life are memories that make me sad from my past. Unfortunately, whether I would like to or not - there is no way to change what has already happened. If I were to change it, I would probably a different person from who I am today. I would like to remain the same and not change anything in my life. Things always happen for a reason.

What worries you the most when you think about your future?

Hmp.. A lot of things worry me about my future because it’s the unknown. I believe - I control my future and I can make the choice to succeed or not. But also, I have control to mess it up! I think I worry most about not being able to achieve my dreams and goals. Not becoming the person I would like to be. I worry about losing the important people I have in my life because I know that I have a hard time dealing with loss.